i think i found myself a diamond

so as you all know, i have not been on here in a very, very long time. 
i stopped enjoying writing, i stopped wanting to live, i stopped wanting to follow a passion,
i stopped caring, i stopped trying. 
i have gone through many things in the past few years, many were negative and challenging
and i didn't think i would survive the pain in my head. but i did. 
sometimes the bad thoughts come back, but i don't have to fight them alone anymore.
i have a beautiful, supportive, caring, admirable, sweet, incredible girlfriend.
she came into my life at a bad time, and turned my life around and to the best direction. 
she is my rock and roll. she is my ocean waves, and the sun that keeps me going. 
she is also one of the reasons i have come back onto this page. i showed her some of my writing, 
and she told me that i should never let a talent like mine dissappear. i told her that i have no
talent anymore, but being the cutie that she is- she insisted i start finding my love for writing and
art again. so that is what i'm doing. { thank you, autumn. i love you. }

i should be working on a page revamp soon, so please chat with me, and enjoy my writing!

much love. xx